Emocomes

Created at 28th October 2012
We come from the best high school choir.
We are fifteen and that stays in our memories.
We emo and we happy.
This is us, BEMOFF.
Best Emo Friends Forever :D

Melody; Fude; Smile; Huixian; ♛
Problem? :D

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Musicbox

"If we live our life in fear,
we find our way through music,
Just to be born as we before. And the media is below :D Enjoy :)"

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
Ipod Touch
Cinema: Watch Legion
Part-time Sales Assistant Job
That Handbag from Prada
Your wishes here

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Dropby

Kisses and notes dropped by♥

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about our past?

♥ November 2012
♥ December 2012
♥ January 2013
♥ February 2013
♥ March 2013
♥ April 2013
♥ May 2013
♥ June 2013
♥ July 2013
♥ August 2013
♥ September 2013
♥ November 2014
♥ March 2016

Emous

Creditorials

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Tuesday, June 18, 2013

我到底在干嘛？==
为什么我那么多心？
为什么我要想那么多？
为什么我就是那么贪心？
我到底哪里不爽了？

为什么那么分裂的感觉？
为什么，我做自己也有错的那种感觉？
UGHHHH，我要emo到几时了？

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Fireflies.
They are growing of a childhood memory.

I really feel left out.
She don't talk to me,
and she talk to me like just by giving work,
and she hardly talk to me.

Am I that tiny?
I mean, why, why I no feel they saw my existence?
I feel so bojio!
I mean, I know everything seems so systematic,
but we still have the power to change.

Why everyone want to just hold on to their job like forever,
and never want to share, or afraid?
Issit that I don't have good transport?
Or I stay too far, or I have strict parents?
Why everyone in the school gave me that feel?
Why I feel like so no 依靠 friends de shoulder?

And you.
I suddenly flashback memories I had with you ):
Before I met him, you're my shoulder to hold on.
But why? why everything change when I met him?
You don't care about me anymore?
You know when a lot of people talk about you,
I feel so sour heart.
Cause, if, if he didn't came,
I know, you will still care about me.
You teach me everything I need to know,
everything I dream of,
but now, you're gonna leave,
and I somehow can't believe that,
we might not talk again.
Last time, you will reply me, talk to me,
but now,
issit your education? issit the pressure?

I don't know ):
But I really hope you can see me,
at least one more time,
and forget who is right beside me,
just two of us, talk normally.

I know somehow I'm obvious to myself,
but don't know obvious to who.
Seriously, I can't believe that we have the same period for PJ,
And my friend just keep talking about you.
I feel so ughhh, if I had the chance,
I really want to see you look at me.
Just that once.
I know you, you were so much higher than me.
Like the sky I can never reach.
I don't know your world,
but I can see what is in it.
And somehow, I will stay here,
looking at yours,
since the two of us is like just right beside,
But, we were both lock up in our own fence,
And I just can see yours from that distance. ):

Why you never see me?
Why I feel so tiny?
Whenever I went for practices,
I can't help it but to emo,
And really, really hope that everything will be alright.
But it never happened.

xoxos.

Saturday, June 8, 2013

时光飞逝.
妈的,开学了.

这两个星期的假期
我都蛮充实的
这是个让我成长很多的假期
尤其是第一个礼拜
营长,, 呵
很多事情上其实我很不圆滑
KS 也有说我有些事情没有顾虑好
但至少我学到了很多
真的很多很多
从选筹委到筹备工作到生活营的结束
我很感触
很不可思议的是
我做到了
不管好不好
至少我有尝试过

让我最压力的是
在手册留言那些一行一行的
" 合唱团靠你了"
我谁啊   我能吗
我不是KS,, 拜托
我不知道我到底能不能

开学后我就是主席了
很多事情
这半年来我都没有学好
他们就走了
接下来我要带领的
这个执委团，这个合唱团
疯疯癫癫的
很压力真的 :(

你们以为主席这个位子很好当?
光是面对老师就已经够难受了
我到底要怎样
才能做到像KS那样好
这问题捆绑我很久很久

我一直对自己没有信心
我很多地方上都有破口
我的乐理还是一样那么的烂
所谓的声部组长我还带不好
所谓的指挥我还不敢勇敢的起拍

凭什么我坐到这个位子 :目

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

I don't know how to describe myself.
I don't belong you know.
I mean, I'm really stupid to believe and believe again.

How many times I've been used?
I mean I rather you go find that true person to do the things than using me.
I rather don't belong than to find out I've been used.

You know problems won't solve if just I make myself calm.
It's not I care a lot, it's that you all just want to hit that thing.
And whalaaa~ Problems come. :)

Why the people I do care,
never notices me.
I mean, they hardly talk to me,
even as a friend.
WHY?
WHAT DID I DO WRONGGG?

I don't understand. SERIOUSLY.
Should I care? Should I solve this MYSELF?
Nahhh. It's like recycling my trust.
Well, here's a quote.