我不介意的其实，不介意，你直接来找我
我是个小孩子，喜欢玩，喜欢疯
最不喜欢的，就是成熟这档事
你要我说对不起当然可以，但我更希望自己可以改掉错误
我惹你生气是我的错，我不会想
我真的是个小孩子
总是有着矛盾的心理
一方面觉得自己真的做错了想要改过，一方却觉得是你太敏感了
可是可是可是
当我真正面对问题时。才发现自己竟然懦弱地想办法逃避
庆幸的是到最后我选择了面对
但是面对之后的空虚，我能怎样解决，谁能告诉我
我就是贱
我就是犯贱
对不起
我学会了保持距离，就这样 :)
我曾经以为自己做到了
不会像初二的时候那样失败
但我还是做错了
错的更离谱
以后，我会学着去做我最讨厌的事
至少
在这个层面上
我会去做我讨厌的事
在我做到之前，你就在那边做观众吧
不管你是怀着怨恨的心情来看，还是期待的心情
我的这出戏还是要演完
富德 :D
♥ Let's write down our melody.
3:43 AM
I can't say I'm happy right now,
but in a day,
there will always something that make us happy.
Today and yesterday,
the four of us had the time together~
And I love that~
We took a polarograph,
which I will put up sooner, I guess.
Haha~
Just dropping byyyyy~
I love EMOJ3S~ :3
LALALALALA~
♥ Let's write down our melody.
3:54 AM
每次练唱的时候，只要他坐在我旁边，我就会很压力。
很压力很压力。
我知道是我自己实力不够，可是当我每次故意不唱歌而对嘴，然后听见他们说有进步不错的时候，我觉得自己不是没有实力，而是累赘。
每次他不在时，我都希望我能唱得跟他一样，甚至可以比他好。希望而已。
我讨厌这样。
而他出现后大家救星般的看着他的时候，我除了emo还是emo——因为我竟然也把他当成救星。懦弱啊。
他当然是救星，有声音，有耳朵，有实力。
我不是不喜欢他，不服他，只是很不甘心，为什么自己总是要拖到大家的后腿。
我记得今天刚说过一句话，上帝是很公平的，拿走你一项才艺的同时，一定会给你另一项才艺。
可是我少说了一句，那项才艺，不一定是你喜欢的。
不能怪上帝，他认识太多人了，不了解我是很正常的。
我喜欢吉他，费了很大劲，还是半条腿。
我喜欢唱歌，费了很大劲，还是一个半条腿。
我喜欢画画，费了很大劲，仍然还是一个半条腿。
那到底上帝给了我什么才艺？
把任何东西都练成半条腿的超能力？
可以搞杂所有东西的超能力？
我不知道。
真的。
lol.
♥ Let's write down our melody.
5:04 AM
"Little Things"
[Zayn]
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
[Liam]
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.
[Harry]
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things
[All]
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things.
♥ Let's write down our melody.
2:12 AM
Thursday, May 30, 2013