Emocomes

Created at 28th October 2012
We come from the best high school choir.
We are fifteen and that stays in our memories.
We emo and we happy.
This is us, BEMOFF.
Best Emo Friends Forever :D

Melody; Fude; Smile; Huixian; ♛
Problem? :D

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Friday, November 30, 2012

LOL.
I think there is something special with our blood between the four of us.
Or maybe we're like so friends like I mean, so close.
Once somebody got emo,
we all 4 will just emo no matter what.
I don't know.
I don't know what to write anymore.
I just want to be sad I guess.

A lot of things,
really,
大家都玩不起。
So really,
don't be mean.
People gets hurt,
and you will pay for that someday.

xoxos. ):

突然想到昨天的练习....
我们三个就这样突然搞起EMO来了...
哈哈..
好吧...
其实我是一开始就EMO了....

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
有时候真的觉得我很差
差到爆
没有用
只会说，不会做
连嘴巴也没用
讲的话只会HURT到人

真的很讨厌自己的性格
讲话也没经过头脑
头脑简直就是废的

其实自己也没什么用处嘛
连气氛都带不上
真的够失败....

发现到自己真的变了
变了很多
变得更差
变得自大自负
变得只会伤害别人的废物

...
THX.. </3

這幾天的練習
我真的發現自己 好爛
我 沒有那個能力 不是嗎?
很多時候 我很想帶動氣氛
更多時候 我很想求你們不要ignore 我
表面上嘻嘻哈哈的
說真的  我會 hurt 到
我在學習著 ,,,
到底適不適合當上那個位子
還是個未知數

反正今天很 emo
我也不知道要怎樣表達
心情複雜 ,, 非常複雜
我  真的混淆了

還有
愛情真的
沒那麼好玩
我怎麼總覺得
自己越來越自卑
然後我快樂不起來
總是這樣
自己越想越多
結果 emo 到 pekcek
真的很想咬人 不然就找個人給我大罵一頓

zzz
我寧願我是豬
寧願自己什麽都不曾擁有
那就不用更擔心失去

干！！
啦啦啦
所谓爱情也不过是：看上了，追求了，好上了，开心了，不久，腻了，吵了，淡了，散了。:)

SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDD -.-

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Tomorrow is our first day outing :D
LALALA~
Can't wait mann :D
I mean like it would be fun :D
Although is just a movie :)I can't wait nia ~
♥♡

xoxos.
Melody :D

今天练习的时候，有一段时间我放空了。
我不是故意的，对不起...
我真的觉得自己很失败，恨透了自己。
还有自己的声音。
为什么，自己总是如此的没用。
想要哭，眼泪却像是干了一样淘气的留在我的眼眶里。
我是不是很懦弱？
哈哈。
连哭都不敢。

我有很多感觉，很多话想说，但是脑袋卡住了。
就好象，哽住了。

剩下的，我想得到的话。

我爱你们，真的，虽然听起来很虚伪恶心懦弱没用做作不对劲。
但是我真的，比爱我自己，还爱你们 。
甚至大过于家人的爱。

有伤心事时，我想到的是找你们倾述。
有开心事时，我想到的是找你们分享。

本来不在意的，但是一旦发现，我真的无可自拔的爱上了你们。
比情人的爱深，比家人的爱深，比自己的爱深。

就像是，不可或缺，一旦你们消失，我也不想活的那种。

还有就是，
对不起，为自己的没用，为自己的声音，为自己的胆小。

我是，富德 D:

Friday, November 23, 2012

I had one crazy damn day :D
And with the four of us, and one of my beloved ><
Accompanied me for the whole day.
I really want to appreciate the ones who care for me.
And I want to say I care for them too :D

Remember that,
Melody loves you with all the God blessing :D
LOVESS :D
FOREVER LOVE xD ♥ 
♥ 

我 沒 有 很 想 你
只是在早上醒來時
看看有沒有你發來的信息或未接電話

我 沒 有 很 想 你

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doorsIt's the morning of your very first dayAnd you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a whileTry and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be hereFor the next four years in this townHoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love youYou're gonna believe themAnd when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure outWell, count to ten, take it inThis is life before you know who you're gonna beFifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named AbigailAnd soon enough you're best friendsLaughing at the other girls who think they're so coolWe'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a carAnd you're feeling like flyingAnd you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the oneAnd you're dancing 'round your room when the night endsWhen the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love youYou're gonna believe themWhen you're fifteen and your first kissMakes your head spin 'roundBut in your life you'll do things greater thanDating the boy on the football teamBut I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wantedWish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him somedayBut I realized some bigger dreams of mineAnd Abigail gave everything she had to a boyWho changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love youYou're gonna believe themAnd when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fallI've found time can heal most anythingAnd you just might find who you're supposed to beI didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day take a deep breath girltake a deep breath as you walk through the doors :)

fifteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen :D


好多句歌詞都說進我的心 ,,我們一起來唱這首? -3-
SMILE :)

啊

Sometimes,
It's just hard to have a life or something like that.

I just finished my piano class.
I know I'm in diploma right now.
And next year I have two exams,
one is Yamaha Performance,
which is like prepare 4 songs,
2 variations, 1 motif,
for me,
there is still a standard right there,
but now I think I can't chase up.
And another exam is Grade 8 theory exam,
which I totally so damn don't know how to do.

There is a lot of people, I mean my friends,
thought I was so pro,
but I'm not.
I don't feel the hardworking of me.
I never give hard work on anything.
Now my piano,
it just sucks.
I hardly play a song fully.
I got bored and then I stop.
Don't even think that I can compose a song now.

Usually I always sing a melody out,
especially when I'm sad.
But now,
I guess being loved by someone and love someone change our life.
I can't sad because I don't want to let someone who loves me worried about me,
but without my emotions,
I don't think, I feel myself anymore.

These days,
I keep digging all my old songs.
I mean like,
I really want to know who I use to be,
but I just can't find it.
I feel like I'm missing,
but,
I have what I always wanted.

I don't know.
I don't know what to do.
Seeing my music getting so weak,
and my studies getting so much harder,
violin, singing, even some posing, I guess,
I mean,
People around me just give me the pressure,
And actually I can do it,
it's just I don't want to be hardworking.
I guess I have no choice.

I know there's a lot of people out there want to help me,
but it's just like,
I still need to face it by myself.
And hard working.
You know,
At first I thought music is where I'm heading to,
but now,
I'm a bit lost.
I don't hate music,
but maybe my love just lost.

I'm so sad to hear about me saying that way,
I mean is like saying I'm not Melody anymore.
That's the worst part ever happened to a musician.
No more inspiration, no more creativity,
And lost in a maze where you have no idea where you are.

It's been so long my tears wanted to fall off,
but there's just no time or even the pressure push it off,
It's like I need to be perfect because I was trained to be perfect already,
I need to show out what I can,
but,
I don't know what I learn anymore.

I don't have emotions,
My music is lack of expression,
None of them have a story.
Maybe, is that someone.
But I don't blame that someone,
cause,
I know that someone also loves music,
And why I just get lesser to music?

I'm confused.
My mom is still waiting for another operation,
My dad, he's old, and I'm still spending the money, 
Retire age is getting soon.
I mean is like,
once I'm in college,
I already need to write songs to earn the money already.

I felt pressure.
I don't have the confidence to do anything anymore.
I'm scared, timid,
I just don't know what else to do.

My friends,
they all still have a long way,
they can do their studies,
but, thinking that the time is short,
I just have another 4 to 5 years.
I don't know what should I give up now,
I know it's obvious that someone,
but I don't want to,
but I don't want to be a failure either.

LIFE'S HARD.

What can I say?

It's just a sad world even though hearts crying for happiness,
but we still stay under the shadows.

xoxos. Melody.

死了多好 :)

dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
dumb ways to die ~
so many dumb ways to die ,,

oh yeahhhhh :DDDDDDDDD

dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
dumb ways to die ~
so many dumb ways to die

lalalalala :DDDDD

i wonder what's this red button do ?

dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
dumb ways to die ~
so many dumb ways to die

dumbest ways to die
dumbest ways to die 
dumbest ways to die ,,,

so many dumb
so many dumb ways to die :DD

Actually I was thinking back.
I mean like,
Sometimes I don't know where I belong.
But, somehow,
it's like now,
I have a family outside there,
And that is my beloved HHHS Choir :D

I love them very much,
I mean singing with a bunch of almost same age singers,
I mean like wow,
it's like cloning yourself or stuffs.
And heyy,
I just did some songs here xD
If you need anymore,
Leave a note at cbox.
I will update ASAP :D

Gotta go.
LOL.
I mean like, am I too serious or stuffs?
I don't care.
LALALALA ~
You will find me speechless.
Totally speechless :D

xoxos, Melody.

Monday, November 19, 2012

最近不知道为什么
竟然爱上吉他这乐器了..
应该是因为最近接触得比较多吧？

以前我对吉他可是完全没有兴趣的呢～
甚至有点排斥 :P
但是接触多了
竟然莫名其妙地爱上它了
连我自己都觉得奇怪 o.O xP

SungHa Jung这个人超变态的 ==
他的手指....
根本就是神之手吧？.___.
超强的！
超佩服的啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
想到GUITAR我就想到他==
我不爽啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
为什么是他？！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊==
本来我不知道他有学吉他的
结果哪里知道....
FuDe跟我说他有学的==
不然我现在就不会想到他了啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊==

本来的好心情
就因为他
变成EMO了....
喜欢一个人、
还真累 :')

没办法
是我没用
有本事喜欢上别人
却没本事让别人喜欢上自己...

爱情这东西、
还是少碰为妙 :)

choir4eva <3 music :)

自從上次宣佈
 我是''副主席''后
我真的很懷疑
其實我根本不夠資格
而且  我很沒有自信
這個團 那麼大
我  帶得起來嗎?

這幾天 看到錦慶的反應
我真的很怕 ...
不知道是不是因為上次生活營的關係
我一直很怕給錦慶責駡
他其實是有在鼓勵我
但我看到的是 壓力
我很怕讓他 ... 失望?
不知道 -.-

合唱的事
我有在做的
可是 我很沒有方向
你們知道嗎
ks ....
我也不知道要怎麼說
總之 沒有他在
我就會慌 很恐懼
練習的事 他完全交給我
然後我真的呆了

我做了時間表
我很猶豫 也怕撞到spm 的時間
ken 催著我 我 ...

怎麼辦 -.-
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

我真爛  :')
連huixian 都說 im a useless fuzhuxi
什麽什麽什麽
blablablablablababalalabllal ...

算了==
反正我不想搞砸這次的活動
我發洩完了
會加油的 -.-
龜速的加油...
目前 emo , 很難加速

smile -.-

Erm....
Hello? lol
I have a very bad headache now sorry-.-
Feel so sick
And I everyday emo....yay-.-
lalala~
Oh well,
Nothing much to say right now....

Choir4eva :)

HEY YO :)
AHAHAHHAAAHAHAHAH...
ESTHERSMILE IS HERE  :DDD

希望這個部落格
可以是我們最好的回憶
不管什麽時候
請你們都上來寫
我們當然也會在這裡

emo 也好
happy 也好
來這裡逛逛
最好每天上來寫
那我就很多東西看 XD

ANYWAY ,
SMILE :) TEHEEEHEEEE ...

哈咯，我是富德 :D
跟Melody不一样，我有时华语有时英语 :P
在这里，记录的是我们的点点滴滴～
虽然我们即将脱离初三这个名号，但是，我们心里那个emo的初三生活，
永远都存在 :D

我们四个人，偶尔会来这里放点东西，可能伤心，可能欢乐。
我们都来自兴华中学，合唱团 ～
短短的自我介绍结束 :P

我是，富德 :)